Friday, November 20, 2009 4:59 PM
Another thought.
I fucking hate to use lanshop computer. Full of thai virus.Was sick the first 3 days once i touch down BKK. Had fever and crazy cough but that didn't stop me from shopping like mad! Shopping has been insane for the past few days. Everything is like half the price in Singapore and its been a joy being able to buy stuff. But how am i going to manage bringing them back? The weather here is warm and sunny, practically too hot to do anything at all. Now i understand why elephants have large ears. Haha.
The temples are fascinating and i soon find myself forgetting to use my camera more often than usual. With the crowd so massive and the sun scorching, it kinda annoy the fact that i still have to remember taking pictures. So in conclusion, i haven't really taken much! Its BKK mind you! Not Japan or Korea!!! Speaking of which, there are a handful of beauties here although it could be abit hard to tell apart from females and males (Not that im interested in sorting them out).
Talked to Min lurbe on msn yesterday and we webcammed! We don't really do that in SG and it was a giggly conversation. Talked about everything under the sun and i met her mom. LOL. Hehehehe, she going to rebond her hair!!! (Haiz. Her fringe no holes de loh) Jealous die. Chatted with baby as well. :) Cant wait to get my ass back to SG to pwn you guys dipdip! (ICECREAM@MOF)!! I think i didnt manage to shop ALOT for my darlings but yeah i still bought u guys something!!! :) APPRECIATE IT OKAY! DON'T BE LIKE JOEL BEARBEAR. KNS. Fussy princess one he. Come back kick his ass liao.
ARHHHHHHHHHHHHH my sleepless nights are crazy and i would stay up all night thinking about certain stuff and confuse myself even further. I need to settle this as soon as i get back to Singapore or i would risk having more empty nights and strange feelings. I thought running away was a better choice.
But looks like i was wrong after all.
Monday, November 16, 2009 8:46 AM
We all have bad memories.
And they haunt us for life.Im afraid to step into the point whereby i cannot lose you, and the point i realize that you're the one i think about and etched on my mind every day. It takes alot of courage to allow myself to fall in love once again and this time, i believe we'll walk together slowly and no matter what we are going to face in the future, just walk on and keep believing. Because i do. Sometimes when bad thoughts surface, your voice makes it clear you'll be there for me no matter what the case is, and for that, i appreciate it. The beauty of our relationship is that we can be ourselves with each other, and because we are ourselves, we are happier & we will be, even in the near future. Because backpacking is something i love doing, sometimes im afraid to lose you along the way, but strangely, i never felt more than a pinch of fear. Perhaps you gained my trust, and i hope you will never lose it. We've talked about challanges in our future, like you going into NS and me going overseas. The thought of losing someone you thought loved you was horrible and for that, i restrain myself in many ways. Maybe i was being unfair, but i know you understand. I love you baby.
Flying off to BKK in a few hours! Wont be back for more than a week. zzz.
While writing this post, I recieved a text from Min lurbe!
Apparantly she doesnt allow me to marry thai boyboy bring back SG. Haiz.
Lurbe, if you want i can bring back tranny for chiu!! ^_^
Will be back soon! :)
Saturday, November 14, 2009 7:23 PM
unlikely.
Because i love you.14/11/09 - Sat
Wokeup today and found Jolene darling already awake :o Chatted for abit and had wonton mee for breakfast! On the way to the mrt station, she recieved a call from her boyfriend. Her boyfriend is on her way to surprise her!!! Jolene was sooooo happppppppy (Extremely!). So she went to pak tuo with her bf while i went to meet my baby! Catched 2012. FUCKING FUCKING FUCKING FUCKING GOOD. Must watch! (Thumbs up x100) Its not at all boring! Worth the 2.5 hours in the cinema!~ Did some light shopping and had chicken chop for dinner (lol) . Went to take a loooong walk with my baby and we sat out all night just talking and talking! It just feels so right with you dear.
That night, i lost a clique of friends. That clique of friends are told to stay away from me and i really hope they respect my decision. If brooding about the past is all they can do, then better off good bye. I have deleted/blocked all of them off my MSN contacts, because when i said FUCK OFF, it means FUCK OFF FOREVER. It hurts to lose them. But it hurts even more when i know we cant be like before. All the drama, all the lies. Im over it. At least my conscience is clear. Take care, SPQ.
SCREW CONTRADICTION.
8:45 AM
we.
WE PULL STRINGS FOR PUPPETS.13/11/09Met baby at cityhall to help find his shoe! Finally he got a pair from everlast! Took pictures till Jolene darling arrived vivo. Baby left for home after i met Jolene darling. Me and Jolene darling had really good steamboat @ vivocity! We get to choose 3 flavours! Picked laksa, hot and spicy and chicken soup. We didnt even touch the hot and spicy because was really spicy. zzz. Ate till we almost throw up and went to Jolene's place to chill. Wanted to head to prawning (Baby was there prawning with his friendstoo!) but it was raining so we decided to head to look for Ck and the rest for a movie, met them but all of them kinda lazy lmao. Besides, it was raining. Chilled with Jolene darling at a really cool place and had fish and chips while i try something newww!!! (: Went to her place for sleep over and guess what? I slept at 6am!! :)
Had fun with Jolene darl that day!! I love you darl!! ~
Thursday, November 12, 2009 6:47 AM
Because...
When you start on a book, you have to keep reading until you finished reading every single chapter within the pages. But what if you decided that you are tired and decided to give up reading halfway through? I tell myself to keep going, because the best is always at the last chapter, where happy endings and smiles were found.
Your texts....
everytime i read and re-read,
it gives me the assurance to keep going on.
To keep reading...until i reach the end.
Saranghaeyo.
Wednesday, November 11, 2009 11:59 AM
And we went...
Happily ever after! :)
Sry my computer table damn messy! :S
My pencil case still on the table, pencil and papers too! :P
Met Don at 3+ pm, and he was carrying some kinda plastic bag with flowers inside. Looool. He say its not for me. Guailan right this guy? :s After some walking at queenstown hunting for his shoe, we have up because they dont seem to have it in any shop. Had astons for dinner and watched "My girlfriend is an agent" DAMN NICE CAN! must watch! laugh + sweet die! 5/5 Rating! :) After movie we walked from cathay to erpp. Cityhall? :s T.T Tired die! But yeah we sat down eventually and and and. He...Erpz loh. The card he drew is damn creative! If you wanna see properly, enlarge the picture loh! :P Hehehehe sweet die.
Initially i find it abit weird but after getting used to it, i kinda like it and now im missing that feeling. ERPZZZZZ. Whatever lah :P He sent me home and went home afterso.
I hope you like the ugly drawings i drew. Although its not that perfect... :( But thanks for today! I want to let you know that i smiled like a fucking dog all the way home. I like being around you. and i hope you feel the same. All the insecurities were shit and i believe you can take them away from me someday. Wont you?
♥ 11-11-09
P:S ; Jolene darling. i cannot wait for friday! i love you! :) We got lots of catching up to do! Miss you like crazy!
Perhaps i was insecure when i felt weird.
Monday, November 09, 2009 9:02 PM
I think so too.
` г α v є п o u s | κ a h ω ε ε ж . says:
*we should leave that drama and start a happy ending show of our own
1:05 AM
Bangsies again!
Today was bangsie outing @ City hall! Min lurbe arrived first followed by me, Joel then Marcus. Happened to coincidentally saw SZ at the control station. ^_^ Said hi but he left without saying bye. zzz. Had shabushabu(Japanese steamboat) at marina square and had some problems finishing up our food. Walked to suntec and slacked at MOF till late. Talked about our problems in relationships and which idiot made us so sad and such. Had fun talking about what age we are going to get married at, and decided to cut bangs for our children tooo! LOLL. Abit lame but its a joke lah. We did mention if we still would contact each other 5 years down the road. But i think we can right bangsies?! Took over 100 pictures but i think i should only post a few. :P Even now i think about the outing i will smile smile, Happy happy ^_^ Enjoy bangsies company dipdip! Next time we go Han river BBQ and steamboat ok?
I really had fun today. :) Thanks bangsies. Lub u all dipdip. LOL.I think Min lurbe would be tagging us and uploading the pictures.
If interested can go bio her facebook :P
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Whenever i feel sad, your voice cheers me up.
Saturday, November 07, 2009 12:44 PM
Confusion.
We live in lies and eventually we get out of it.
But the question is , how?
Would you pace out gracefully or stomp out angrily?
For mine, it was quite heavy for a day to digest.
After class i met Min lurbe and Don. Had dinner @ Pastamania and we went off to East Coast Park to meet the rest. Lurbe didnt come along because she had to be home to pick her mom up. So me and Don went to meet the rest of them at Macdonalds. We rented bikes and cycled all the way to Changi beach. It was a long ride and Sherman was riding beside me all this while. Had Nasi Lemak for dinner and after the dinner was alot of chaos and drama.
Im sorry.Friday, November 06, 2009 10:48 AM
Bond.
So many years of friendship...
Went to CQ yesterday to look for them at some kinda bar.
Love my pink jacket dipdip sia. LOLS.
had a nasty cabonara for dinner but the soup was oishi.
talked cock all the way until 11++.
Laughed, play games and talked more crap!
I seek advice from them about a couple of things and they told me about their boyfriends and we gossiped about some girls we know LOLOLOL.
Took alot of pictures. 100 over? ^_^
Was rather tipsy because i cannot really drink beer. LOL.
Fail x100000000.
We did some naughty things like disturb people. :P
(You know who!)
Happy die!Must travel together arh!
Next year next year! Promise!!!
Erp erp. LATER GOING TO EAST COAST TO I DONT KNOW DO WHAT!!!
Why is my life like a drama series? :s All the way desu!
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Sian.
I dont know if its just me that is feeling this way.
Because as far as im concern, i dont do it your way.
Never did that shit to you. So please, be in control...
Still loving you :)
